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ermen. There he lay, the picture of free-and-easy loafing, hand-to-mouth young England, .improving his mind,' as he shouted to them, by the perusal of the fortnight-old weekly paper, soiled with the marks of toddy-glasses and tobacco ashes, the legacy of the last traveller, which he had hunted out from the kitchen of the little hostelry, and being a youth of a communicative turn of mind, began imparting the contents to the fishermen as he went on.

“ What a bother they are making about these wretched corn laws; here's three or four columns full of nothing but sliding scales and fixed duties.Hang this tobacco, it's always going out ! Ah, here's something better-a splendid match between Kent and England, Brown! Kent winning by three. wickets. Felix fifty-six runs without a chance, and not out!

Tom, intent on a fish which had risen at him twice, answered only with a grunt.

6 Any thing about the Goodwood ?” called out the third man.

“ Rory-o-more drawn. Butterfly colt amiss," shouted the student.

“Just my luck," grumbled the inquirer, jerking his flies off the water, and throwing again with a heavy sullen splash, and frightening Tom's fish.

“I say, can't you throw lighter over there ? we ain't fishing for grampuses,” shouted Tom across the stream.

“ Hullo, Brown! here's something for you,” called

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out the reading man next moment. “ Why, your old master, Arnold of Rugby, is dead.”

Tom's hand stopped half-way in his cast, and his line and flies went all tangling round and round his rod; you might have knocked him over with a feather. Neither of his companions took any notice of him luckily; and with a violent effort he set to work mechanically to disentangle his line. He felt completely carried off his moral and intellectual legs, as if he had lost his standing point in the invisible world. Besides which the deep loving loyalty which he felt for his old leader made the shock intensely painful. It was the first great wrench of his life, the first gap which the angel Death had made in his circle, and he felt numbed, and beaten down, and spiritless. Well, well! I believe it was good for him and for many others in like case; who had to learn by that loss, that the soul of man cannot stand or lean upon any human prop, however strong, and wise, and good; but that He upon whom alone it can stand and lean will knock away all such props in His own wise and merciful way, until there is no ground or stay left but Himself, the Rock of Ages, upon whom alone a sure foundation for every soul of man is laid.

As he wearily laboured at his line, the thought struck him, " it may all be false, a mere newspaper lie," and he strode up to the recumbent smoker.

Let me look at the paper," said he. “ Nothing else in it,” answered the other, handing

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it up to him listlessly.—Hullo, Brown! what's the matter, old fellow—ain't you well ? "

“ Where is it?" said Tom, turning over the leaves, his hands trembling, and his eyes swimming, so that he could not read.

“What? What are you looking for? ” said his friend, jumping up and looking over his shoulder.

6 That—about Arnold,” said Tom.

“ Oh here,” said the other, putting his finger on the paragraph. Tom read it over and over again; there could be no mistake of identity, though the account was short enough.

“ Thank you," said he at last, dropping the paper, “I shall go for a walk : don't you and Herbert wait supper for me.” And away he strode, up over the moor at the back of the house, to be alone, and master his grief if possible.

His friend looked after him, sympathizing and wondering, and knocking the ashes out of his pipe, walked over to Herbert. After a short parley they walked together up to the house.

66 I'm afraid that confounded newspaper has spoiled Brown's fun for this trip."

“ How odd that he should be so fond of his old master," said Herbert. Yet they also were both public-school men.

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cheerful talk, and the party was soon silent, notwithstanding the efforts of all three. One thing only had Tom resolved, and that was that he couldn't stay in Scotland any longer; he felt an irresistible longing to get to Rugby, and then home, and soon broke it to the others, who had too much tact to oppose.

So by daylight the next morning he was marching through Rosshire, and in the evening hit the Caledonian canal, took the next steamer, and travelled as fast as boat and railway could carry him to the Rugby station.

As he walked up to the town he felt shy and afraid of being seen, and took the back streets; why, he didn't know, but he followed his instinct. At the school-gates he made a dead pause; there was not a soul in the quadrangle—all was lonely, and silent, and sad. So with another effort he strode through the quadrangle, and into the schoolhouse offices..

He found the little matron in her room, in deep mourning; shook her hand, tried to talk, and moved nervously about: she was evidently thinking of the same subject as he, but he couldn't begin talking.

66 Where shall I find Thomas ?” said he at last, getting desperate.

“ In the servants' hall, I think, sir. But won't you take any thing?" said the matron, looking rather disappointed.

“ No, thank you,” said he, and strode off again to

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find the old verger, who was sitting in his little den as of old, puzzling over hieroglyphics.

He looked up through his spectacles, as Tom seized his hand and wrung it.

« Ah! you've heard all about it, sir, I see,'' said he.

Tom nodded, and then sat down on the shoeboard, while the old man told his tale, and wiped his spectacles, and fairly flowed over with quaint, homely, honest sorrow.

By the time he had done Tom felt much better. .

66 Where is he buried, Thomas ?" said he at last.

“ Under the altar in the chapel, sir,” answered Thomas. “ You'd like to have the key, I dare say.”

- Thank you, Thomas-yes, I should, very much.” And the old man fumbled among his bunch, and then got up, as though he would go with him ; but after a few steps stopped short and said, “ Perhaps you'd like to go by yourself, sir ?

Tom nodded, and the bunch of keys were handed to him with an injunction to be sure and lock the door after him, and bring them back before eight o'clock.

He walked quickly through the quadrangle and out into the close. The longing which had been upon him and driven him thus far, like the gad-fly in the Greek legends, giving him no rest in mind or body, seemed all of a sudden not to be satisfied, but to shrivel up, and pall. “ Why should I go on? It's no use,” he thought, and threw himself at full

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