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You told me of your toilsome past;
The tardy honors won at last,
The trials borne, the conquests gained,
The longed-for boon of Fame attained ;
I knew that every victory
But listed you away from me,
That every step of high emprise
But left me lowlier in your eyes ;
I watched the distance as it grew,
And loved you better than you knew.

You did not see the bitter trace
Of anguish sweep across my face ;
You did not hear my proud heart beat,
Heavy and slow, beneath your feet ;
You thought of triumphs still unwon,
Of glorious deeds as yet undone ;
And I, the while you talked to me,
I watched the gulls float lonesomely,
Till lost amid the hungry blue,
And loved you better than you knew.

You walk the sunny side of fate;
The wise world smiles, and calls you great ;
The golden fruitage of success
Drops at your feet in plenteousness;
And you have blessings manifold :
Renown and power and friends and gold, .
They build a wall between us twain,
Which may not be thrown down again,
Alas ! for I, the long years through,
Have loved you better than you knew.

“How sweetly,” said the trembling maid,
Of her own gentle voice afraid,
So long had they in silence stood,
Looking upon that moonlight flood,
How sweetly does the moonbeam smile
To-night upon yon leafy isle !
Oft in my fancy's wanderings,
I've wished that little isle had wings,
And we, within its fairy bowers,

Were wafted off to seas unknown,
Where not a pulse should beat but ours,

And we might live, love, die alone ! Far from the cruel and the cold,

Where the bright eyes of angels only Should come around us, to behold

A paradise so pure and lonely! Would this be world enough for thee?" Playful she turned, that he might see

The passing smile her cheek put on; But when she marked how mournfully

His eyes met hers, that smile was gone ; And, bursting into heartfelt tears,

Yes, yes," she cried, “my hourly fears, My dreams, have boded all too right,

forever part -- to-night! I knew, I knew it could not last, 'T was bright, 't was heavenly, but 'tis past! O, ever thus, from childhood's hour,

I've seen my fondest hopes decay ; I never loved a tree or flower

But 't was the first to fade away. I never nursed a dear gazelle,

To glad me with its soft black eye, But when it came to know me well,

And love me, it was sure to die !
Now, too, the joy most like divine

Of all I ever dreamt or knew,
To see thee, hear thee, call thee mine,

O misery! must I lose that too?

We part

Your life's proud aim, your art's high truth,
Have kept the promise of your youth;
And while you won the crown, which now
Breaks into bloom upon your brow,
My soul cried strongly out to you
Across the ocean's yearning blue,
While, unremembered and afar,
I watched you, as I watch a star
Through darkness struggling into view,
And loved you better than you knew.

THOMAS MOORE.

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VIOLI. A blank, my lord. She never told | In the spring a livelier iris changes on the her love,

burnished dove; But let concealment, like a worm i' the bud, In the spring a young man's fancy lightly turns Feed on her damask cheek; she pined in thought; to thoughts of love. And, with a green and yellow melancholy, She sat like Patience on a monument,

Then her cheek was pale and thinner than should Smiling at grief. Was not this love, indeed?

be for one so young, We men may say more, swear more : but, indeed, And her eyes on all my motions with a mute Our shows are more than will ; for still we prove observance hung. Much in our vows, but little in our love.

And I said, “My cousin Amy, speak, and speak

the truth to me;

Trust me, cousin, all the current of my being LOCKSLEY HALL.

sets to thee."

SHAKESPEARE.

COMRADES, leave me here a little, while as yet On her pallid cheek and forehead came a color 't is early morn,

and a light, Leave me here, and when you want me, sound As I have seen the rosy red flushing in the upon the bugle horn.

northern night. 'T is the place, and all around it, as of old, the And she turned, — her bosom shaken with a curlews call,

sudden storm of sighs ; Dreary gleams about the moorland, flying over all the spirit deeply dawning in the dark of

Locksley Hall : Locksley Hall, that in the distance overlooks the Saying, “ I have hid my feelings, fearing they sandy tracts,

should do me wrong"; And the hollow ocean-ridges roaring into Saying, “Dost thou love me, cousin ?” weeping, cataracts.

“I have loved thee long."

hazel eyes,

Many a night from yonder ivied casement, ere I Love took up the glass of time, and turned it in went to rest,

his glowing hands; Did I look on great Orion sloping slowly to the Every moment, lightly shaken, ran itself in west.

golden sands.

Many a night I saw the Pleiads, rising through Love took up the harp of life, and smote on all the mellow shade,

the chords with might; Glitter like a swarm of fire-flies tangled in a silver Smote the chord of self, that, trembling, passed braid.

in music out of sight.

Here about the beach I wandered, nourishing a Many a morning on the moorland did we hear the youth sublime

copses ring, With the fairy tales of science, and the long And her whisper thronged my pulses with the result of time;

fulness of the spring.

could see,

When the centuries behind me like a fruitful Many an evening by the waters did we watch the land reposed ;

stately ships, When I clung to all the present for the promise And our spirits rushed together at the touching that it closed ;

of the lips. When I dipt into the future far as human eye O my cousin, shallow-hearted ! O my Amy,

mine no more! Saw the vision of the world, and all the wonder o the dreary, dreary moorland I O the barren, that would be.

barren shore ! In the spring a fuller crimson comes upon the Falser than all fancy fathoms, falser than all songs

robin's breast; In the spring the wanton lapwing gets himself Puppet to a father's threat, and servile to a another crest;

shrewish tongue !

have sung,

Is it well to wish thee happy ? — having known Never! though my mortal summers to such length me; to decline

of years should come On a range of lower feelings and a narrower heart As the many-wintered crow that leads the clang. than mine!

ing rookery home.

Yet it shall be : thou shalt lower to his level day Where is comfort ? in division of the records of by day,

the mind ? What is fine within thee growing coarse to sym- Can I part her from herself, and love her, as I pathize with clay.

knew her, kind?

As the husband is, the wife is; thou art mated I remember one that perished ; sweetly did she with a clown,

speak and move; And the grossness of his nature will have weight Such a one do I remember, whom to look at was . to drag thee down.

to love.

He will hold thee, when his passion shall have Can I think of her as dead, and love her for the spent its novel force,

love she bore ? Something better than his dog, a little dearer than No, – she never loved me truly ; love is love for.

his horse.

evermore.

What is this ? his eyes are heavy, -- think not Comfort ? comfort scorned of devils ! this is truth they are glazed with wine.

the poet sings, Go to him ; it is thy duty, — kiss him ; take his That a sorrow's crown of sorrow is remembering hand in thine.

happier things.

It may be my lord is weary, that his brain is Drug thy memories, lest thou learn it, lest thy overwrought,

heart be put to proof, Soothe him with thy finer fancies, touch him with In the dead, unhappy night, and when the rain thy lighter thought.

is on the roof.

He will answer to the purpose, easy things to un- Like a dog, he hunts in dreams ; and thou art derstand,

staring at the wall, Better thou wert dead before me, though I slew Where the dying night-lamp flickers, and the thee with my hands.

shadows rise and fall.

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Better thou and I were lying, hidden from the Then a hand shall pass before thee, pointing to heart's disgrace,

his drunken sleep, Rolled in one another's arms, and silent in a last To thy widowed marriage-pillows, to the tears embrace.

that thou wilt weep. Cursed be the social wants that sin against the Thou shalt hear the “Never, never," whispered strength of youth !

by the phantom years, Cursed be the social lies that warp us from the And a song from out the distance in the ringing living truth!

of thine ears; Cursed be the sickly forms that err from honest And an eye shall vex thee, looking ancient kind. nature's rule !

ness on thy pain. Cursed be the gold that gilds the straitened fore- Turn thee, turn thee on thy pillow; get thee to head of the fool !

thy rest again. Well — 't is well that I should bluster ! - Hadst Nay, but nature brings thee solace ; for a tender thou less unworthy proved,

voice will cry ; Would to God — for I had loved thee more than 'T is a purer life than thine, a lip to drain thy ever wife was loved.

trouble dry. Am I mad, that I should cherish that which bearsBaby lips will laugh me down ; my latest rival but bitter fruit?

brings thee rest, I will pluck it from my bosom, though my heart Baby fingers, waxen touches, press me from the be at the root.

mother's breast.

0, the child too clothes the father with a dear- | And his spirit leaps within him to be gone beness not liis due.

fore him then, Half is thine and half is his : it will be worthy Underneath the light he looks at, in among the of the two.

throngs of men;

0, I see thee old and formal, fitted to thy petty Men, my brothers, men the workers, ever reappart,

ing something new : With a little hoard of maxims preaching down a | That which they have done but earnest of the daughter's heart.

things that they shall do : “They were dangerous guides the feelings—she For I dipt into the future, far as human eye could herself was not exempt

see, Truly, she herself had suffered " -- Perish in thy Saw the vision of the world, and all the wonder self-contempt!

that would be ; Overlive it — lower yet — be happy! wherefore Saw the heavens fill with commerce, argosies of should I care ?

magic sails, I myself must mix with action, lest I wither by Pilots of the purple twilight, dropping down with despair.

costly bales; What is that which I should turn to, lighting Heard the heavens fill with shouting, and there upon days like these ?

rained a ghastly dew Every door is barred with gold, and opens but to From the nations' airy navies grappling in the golden keys.

central blue; Every gate is thronged with suitors, all the Far along the world-wide whisper of the southmarkets overflow.

wind rushing warm, I have but an angry fancy : what is that which I With the standards of the peoples plunging through should do ?

the thunder-storm;

I had been content to perish, falling on the foe- Till the war-drum throbbed no longer, and the man's ground,

battle-flags were furled When the ranks are rolled in vapor, and the In the parliament of man, the federation of the winds are laid with sound,

world.

But the jingling of the guinea helps the hurt There the common sense of most shall hold a that honor feels,

fretful realm in awe, And the nations do but murmur, snarling at each And the kindly earth shall slumber, lapt in uni. other's heels.

versal law.

earlier page.

Can I but relive in sadness? I will turn that So I triumphed ere my passion sweeping through

me left me dry, Hide me from my deep emotion, 0 thou won- Left me with the palsied heart, and left me with drous mother-age !

the jaundiced eye; Make me feel the wild pulsation that I felt be- Eye, to which all order festers, all things here are fore the strife,

out of joint. When I heard my days before me, and the tu. Science moves, but slowly slowly, creeping on mult of my life ;

from point to point :

Yearning for the large excitement that the com- Slowly comes a hungry people, as a lion, creeping years would yield,

ing nigher, Eager-hearted as a boy when first he leaves his Glares at one that nods and winks behind a slowly father's field,

dying fire. And at night along the dusky highway near and Yet I doubt not through the ages one increasing nearer drawn,

purpose runs, Sees in heaven the light of London flaring like a And the thoughts of men are widened with the dreary dawn;

process of the suns.

What is that to him that reaps not harvest of his | Droops the heavy-blossomed bower, hangs the youthful joys,

heavy-fruited tree, Though the deep heart of existence beat forever Summerisles of Eden lying in dark-purple spheres

like a boy's ?

of sea.

Knowledge comes, but wisdom lingers ; and I There, methinks, would be enjoyment more than linger on the shore,

in this march of mind And the individual withers, and the world is more In the steamship, in the railway, in the thoughts and more.

that shake mankind.

Knowledge comes, but wisdom lingers, and he There the passions, cramped no longer, shall have bears a laden breast,

scope and breathing-space ; Full of sad experience moving toward the still. I will take some savage wornan, she shall rear my ness of his rest.

dusky race.

Hark! my merry comrades call me, sounding on Iron-jointed, supple-sinewed, they shall dive, and the bugle horn,

they shall run, They to whom my foolish passion were a target Catch the wild goat by the hair, and hurl their for their scorn ;

lances in the sun,

Shall it not be scorn to me to harp on such a Whistle back the partot's call, and leap the rainmouldered string ?

bows of the brooks, I am shamed through all my nature to have loved Not with blinded eyesight poring over miserable so slight a thing

books

Weakness to be wroth with weakness ! woman's Fool, again the dream, the fancy! but I know my pleasure, woman's pain

words are wild, Nature made them blinder motions bounded in a But I count the gray barbarian lower than the shallower brain ;

Christian child.

Woman is the lesser man, and all thy passions, 1, to herd with narrow foreheads, vacant of our matched with mine,

glorious gains, Are as moonlight unto sunlight, and as water Like a beast with lower pleasures, like a beast unto wine

with lower pains !

Here at least, where nature sickens, nothing. Ah Mated with a squalid savage, — what to me were for some retreat

sun or clime ? Deep in yonder shining Orient, where my life 1, the heir of all the ages, in the foremost files of began to beat !

time,

Where in wild Mahratta-battle fell my father, I, that rather beld it better men should perish evil-starred ;

one by one, I was left a trampled orphan, and a selfish uncle's Than that earth should stand at gaze like Joshua's ward.

moon in Ajalon!

far away,

Or to burst all links of habit, there to wander Not in vain the distance beacons. Forward,

forward let us range ; On from island unto island at the gateways of the Let the great world spin forever down the ringday,

1 ing grooves of change. Larger constellations burning, mellow moons and Through the shadow of the globe we sweep into happy skies,

the younger day : Breadths of tropic shade and palms in cluster, Better fifty years of Europe than a cycle of knots of Paradise.

Cathay.

Never comes the trader, never floats an European Mother-age, (for mine I knew not,) help me as flag,

when life begun, Slides the bird o'er lustrous woodland, swings the Rift the hills, and roll the waters, flash the lighttrailer from the crag,

nings, weigh the sun,

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