Inhospitable appear and desolate,
Nor knowing us nor known; and if by prayer Incessant I could hope to change the will Of Him who all things can, I would not cease To weary him with my assiduous cries. But prayer against his absolute decree
No more avails than breath against the wind, Blown stifling back on him that breathes it forth; Therefore to his great bidding I submit. This most afflicts me, that, departing hence, As from his face I shall be hid, deprived His blessed countenance, here I could frequent With worship place by place where he vouch-
Presence divine, and to my sons relate,
On this mount he appeared; under this tree Stood visible; among these pines his voice I heard; here with him at this fountain talked : So many grateful altars I would rear
Of grassy turf, and pile up every stone Of lustre from the brook, in memory Or monument to ages, and thereon Offersweet-smelling gums, and fruits, and flowers. In yonder nether world where shall I seek His bright appearances, or footstep trace? For though I fled him angry, yet, recalled To life prolonged and promised race, I now Gladly behold though but his utmost skirts Of glory, and far off his steps adore.
Henceforth I learn that to obey is best, And love with fear the only God, to walk As in his presence, ever to observe His providence, and on him sole depend, Merciful over all his works, with good Still overcoming evil, and by small Accomplishing great things, by things deemed
Subverting worldly strong and worldly wise By simply meek; that suffering for truth's sake Is fortitude to highest victory, And to the faithful death the gate of life: Taught this by his example, whom I now Acknowledge my Redeemer ever blest.
WITH Sorrow and heart's distress
Wearied, I fell asleep. But now lead on ; In me is no delay; with thee to go, Is to stay here; without thee here to stay, Is to go hence unwilling; thou to me Art all things under heaven, all places thou, Who for my wilful crime art banished hence. This further consolation, yet secure, I carry hence; though all by me is lost, Such favor I unworthy am vouchsafed, By me the promised Seed shall all restore.
I LOVED thee long and dearly, Florence Vane;
My life's bright dream and early Hath come again;
I renew in my fond vision My heart's dear pain, My hopes and thy derision, Florence Vane !
The ruin, lone and hoary, The ruin old, Where thou didst hark my story, At even told,
A LITTLE onward lend thy guiding hand To these dark steps, a little farther on; For yonder bank hath choice of sun or shade: There I am wont to sit, when any chance Relieves me from my task of servile toil, Daily in the common prison else enjoined me, Where I a prisoner, chained, scarce freely draw The air imprisoned also, close and damp, Unwholesome draught; but here I feel amends, The breath of heaven fresh blowing, pure and sweet,
With day-spring born: here leave me to respire. This day a solemn feast the people hold To Dagon, their sea-idol, and forbid Laborious works: unwillingly this rest Their superstition yields me; hence with leave Retiring from the popular noise, I seek This unfrequented place to find some ease, Ease to the body some, none to the mind From restless thoughts, that, like a deadly swarm Of hornets armed, no sooner found alone, But rush upon me thronging, and present Times past, what once I was, and what am now. O, wherefore was my birth from Heaven foretold Twice by an angel, who at last in sight Of both my parents all in flames ascended From off the altar, where an offering burned, As in a fiery column, charioting
His godlike presence, and from some great act Or benefit revealed to Abraham's race? Why was my breeding ordered and prescribed As of a person separate to God, Designed for great exploits, if I must die Betrayed, captived, and both my eyes put out, Made of my enemies the scorn and gaze; To grind in brazen fetters under task With this Heaven-gifted strength? O glorious strength,
Put to the labor of a beast, debased Lower than bondslave! Promise was that I Should Israel from Philistian yoke deliver; Ask for this great deliverer now, and find him Eyeless in Gaza, at the mill with slaves, Himself in bonds under Philistian yoke!
O loss of sight, of thee I most complain ! Blind among enemies, O, worse than chains, Dungeon, or beggary, or decrepit age! Light, the prime work of God, to me is extinct, And all her various objects of delight Annulled, which might in part my grief have eased. Inferior to the vilest now become
Of man or worm; the vilest here excel me: They creep, yet see; I dark in light exposed To daily fraud, contempt, abuse, and wrong,
And what I was, and what should be. I'll rave no more in proud despair; My language shall be mild, though sad; But yet I firmly, truly swear,
I am not mad, I am not mad!
My tyrant husband forged the tale Which chains me in this dismal cell; My fate unknown my friends bewail,
O jailer, haste that fate to tell! O, haste my father's heart to cheer! His heart at once 't will grieve and glad To know, though kept a captive here, I am not mad, I am not mad!
He smiles in scorn, and turns the key; He quits the grate; I knelt in vain ; His glimmering lamp still, still I see,
"T is gone! and all is gloom again. Cold, bitter cold! No warmth no light! Life, all thy comforts once I had; Yet here I'm chained, this freezing night, Although not mad; no, no, — not mad! 'T is sure some dream, some vision vain ; What! I, the child of rank and wealth, Am I the wretch who clanks this chain, Bereft of freedom, friends, and health? Ah! while I dwell on blessings fled,
Which nevermore my heart must glad, How aches my heart, how burns my head; But 't is not mad; no, 't is not mad!
Hast thou, my child, forgot, ere this,
A mother's face, a mother's tongue? She'll ne'er forget your parting kiss, Nor round her neck how fast you clung; Nor how with her you sued to stay;
Nor how that suit your sire forbade ; Nor how I'll drive such thoughts away; They'll make me mad, they'll make me mad!
His rosy lips, how sweet they smiled!
His mild blue eyes, how bright they shone! None ever bore a lovelier child,
And art thou now forever gone?
And must I never see thee more,
My pretty, pretty, pretty lad? I will be free unbar the door! I am not mad; I am not mad!
O, hark! what mean those yells and cries? His chain some furious madman breaks; He comes, I see his glaring eyes;
Now, now, my dungeon-grate he shakes. Help! Help!-He's gone!— O, fearful woe, Such screams to hear, such sights to see! My brain, my brain, I know, I know I am not mad, but soon shall be.
[Written in the spring of 1819, when suffering from physical de pression, the precursor of his death, which happened soon after.] My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains
My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk ; Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains
One minute past, and Lethe-ward had sunk. 'Tis not through envy of thy happy lot,
But being too happy in thy happiness, That thou, light-winged Dryad of the trees, In some melodious plot
Of beechen green, and shadows numberless, Singest of Summer in full-throated ease. O for a draught of vintage
Cooled a long age in the deep-delvéd earth, Tasting of Flora and the country green, Dance, and Provençal song, and sunburned mirth!
O for a beaker full of the warm South,
Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene, With beaded bubbles winking at the brim, And purple-stained mouth,
That I might drink, and leave the world un
The coming musk-rose, full of dewy wine, The murmurous haunt of bees on summer eves.
Darkling I listen; and for many a time
I have been half in love with easeful Death, Called him soft names in many a muséd rhyme, To take into the air my quiet breath; Now, more than ever, seems it rich to die,
To cease upon the midnight, with no pain, While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad, In such an ecstasy!
Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain,
To thy high requiem become a sod.
Thou wast not born for death, immortal bird! No hungry generations tread thee down ; The voice I hear this passing night was heard In ancient days by emperor and clown : Perhaps the self-same song that found a path Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home,
She stood in tears amid the alien corn;
The same that ofttimes hath
Adieu! adieu! thy plaintive anthem fades Past the near meadows, over the still stream, Up the hillside; and now 't is buried deep In the next valley-glades: Was it a vision or a waking dream? Fled is that music, - do I wake or sleep? JOHN KEATS.
WHENAS the Palmer came in hall, No lord, nor knight, was there more tall, Or had a statelier step withal,
Or looked more high and keen; For no saluting did he wait, But strode across the hall of state, And fronted Marmion where he sate,
As he his peer had been.
But his gaunt frame was worn with toil; His cheek was sunk, alas the while! And when he struggled at a smile, His eye looked haggard wild: Poor wretch the mother that him bare, If she had been in presence there, In his wan face and sunburned hair She had not known her child. Danger, long travel, want, or woe, Soon change the form that best we know, - For deadly fear can time outgo,
And blanch at once the hair;
Hard toil can roughen form and face, And want can quench the eye's bright grace, Nor does old age a wrinkle trace,
More deeply than despair. Happy whom none of these befall, But this poor Palmer knew them all.
FAREWELL, a long farewell, to all my greatness! This is the state of man: to-day he puts forth The tender leaves of hope; to-morrow blossoms, And bears his blushing honors thick upon him: The third day comes a frost, a killing frost; And when he thinks, good easy man, full surely His greatness is a ripening nips his root,
Charmed magic casements opening on the foam And then he falls, as I do. I have ventured,
Of perilous seas, in fairy lands forlorn.
Forlorn the very word is like a bell,
To toll me back from thee to my sole self! Adieu the Fancy cannot cheat so well As she is famed to do, deceiving elf.
Like little wanton boys that swim on bladders, This many summers in a sea of glory; But far beyond my depth: my high-blown pride At length broke under me; and now has left me, Weary and old with service, to the mercy Of a rude stream, that must forever hide me.
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