Heaven have mercy on the wretched Bard To feel more keenly Fortune's virulence ! No sight, alas! more common, than to see Like two twin brothers, roaming hand in hand, Like Anteros and Eros, they seem both Born of one womb, and growing with one growth. Perhaps (oh agony beyond compare!) Objects more dear than self his pains must share; Then the brave heart, by selfish fears unmoved, Is crushed beneath the weight of those it loved. Oh such things are! and 'tis such sights as these That make us murmur at the just decrees Whose ways are not revealed to mortal sight; And man against the chastisements of God. Yet all is best; for little can we know, Can teach to man-for others' woes to feel, Hard is the task to tune Apollo's lyre, And make its strings breathe forth sweet sounds for hire, With naught but pinching want for inspiration; For thoughts that cannot be compelled; to feel It is not fame he writes for, but a meal; And when on some grand theme he longs to dwell, It is a dreary, dismal tale—become, Or in the surer paths of Science treads, Knitting together Wisdom's scattered threadsStriving to please or benefit mankind The same reward awaits the ardent mind: For all its pains, neglect, contempt, and laughter, Vain honours, vainer sympathy, hereafter. 'Tis madness, in severe, unfruitful toil To waste the hours, and burn the midnight oil, Till the unwholesome spirit of the lamp Sets on the brow of youth its sickly stamp, And life's sweet spring, the season of delight, Is stripped of all its blossoms by the blight: Its hopes in disappointment's gulf entombed, And all its joyous energies consumed In the destroying struggle,-after what? Does Fame bring happiness? It brings it not. E'en if the laurel crown is won whilst life Remains to wear it, 'tis not worth the strife; Whilst for that after crop, which does not bear That hope of future Fame, which makes the mind As those that mock the sick man's wand'ring brain. Above our undistinguishable dust? Can the dead hear the praises of the living, In that tremendous day decide our doom, The soul awaits its ultimate award ? Oh! who, for such a hope, had ever spent A life of anxious toil and uncontent; |