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tling this affair made way for my going on board, notwithstanding the absence of my old agent Amy; so however, I left some hints for Amy too, for I did not yet despair of my hearing from her; and that if my good Quaker should ever see her again, she should let her see them; wherein particularly ordering her to leave the affair of Spitalfields just as I had done, in the hands of my friend, she should come away to me, upon this condition nevertheless, that she gave full satisfaction to my friend the Quaker, that she had not murdered my child; for if she had, I told her, I never would see her face more. How, notwithstanding this, she came over afterwards, without giving my friend any of that satisfaction, or any account that she intended to come over.

I can say no more now, but that being arrived in Holland, with my spouse and his son, formerly mentioned, I appeared there with all the splendour and equipage suitable to our new prospect, as I have already observed.

Here, after some few years of flourishing and outwardly happy circumstances, I fell into a dreadful course of calamities, and Amy also; the very reverse of our former good days; the blast of heaven seemed to follow the injury done the poor girl by us both, and I was brought so low again, that my repentance seemed to be the only consequence of my misery, as my misery was of my crime.

In resolving to go to Holland with my husband, and take possession of the title of countess as soon as possible, I had a view of deceiving my daughter, were she yet alive, and seeking me out; for it seldom happens that a nobleman, or his lady, are called by their surnames, and as she was a stranger to our noble title, might have inquired at our next door neighbour's for Mr *****, the Dutch merchant, and not have been one jot the wiser for her inquiry; so one evening, soon after this resolution, as I and my husband were sitting together when supper was over, and talking of several various scenes in life, I told him that, as there was no likelihood of my being with child, as I had some reason to suspect I was some time before, I was ready to go with him to any part of the world, whenever he pleased; I said, that great part of my things were packed up, and what was not would not be long about, and that I had little occasion to buy any more clothes, linen, or jewels, whilst I was in England, having a large quantity of the richest and best of everything by me already. On saying these words, he took me in his arms, and told me that he looked on what I had now spoken with so great an emphasis to be my settled resolution, and the fault should not lie on his side if it miscarried being put in practice.

The next morning he went out to see some merchants, who had received advice of the arrival of some shipping which had been in great danger at sea, and whose insurance had ran very high; and it was this interval that gave me an opportunity of my coming to a final resolution; I now told the Quaker, as she was sitting at work in her parlour, that we should very speedily leave her, and although she daily ex

The work, as originally published by De Foo in 1724, ends in this manner. The continuation of Roxana's life, which follows, was first printed in 1745, with a long explanation as to the author. It is impossible at this distance of time to say by whom it was written, but the style certainly bears a strong resemblance to that of De Foe."

pected it, yet she was really sorry to hear that we had come to a full determination; she said abundance of fine things to me on the happiness of the life I did then, and was going to live; believing, I suppose, that a countess could not have a foul conscience; but at that very instant I would have, had it been in my power, resigned husband, estate, title, and all the blessings she fancied I had in the world, only for her real virtue, and the sweet peace of mind, joined to a loving company of children, which she really possessed.

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When my husband returned, he asked me at dinner if I persevered in my resolution of leaving England; to which I answered in the affirmative: "Well," says he, "as all my affairs will not take up a week's time to settle, I will be ready to go from London with you in ten days' time. We fixed upon no particular place or abode, but in general concluded to go to Dover, cross the Channel to Calais, and proceed from thence by easy journeys to Paris, where, after staying about a week, we intended to go through part of France, the Austrian Netherlands, and so on to Amsterdam, Rotterdam, or the Hague, as we were to settle before we went from Paris. As my husband did not care to venture all our fortune in one bottom, so our goods, money, and plate were consigned to several merchants, who had been his intimates many years, and he took notes of a prodigious value in his pocket, besides what he gave me to take care of during our journey. The last thing to be considered was, how we should go ourselves, and what equipage we should take with us; my thoughts were wholly taken up about it some time; I knew I was going to be a countess, and did not care to appear anything mean before I came to that honour; but on the other hand, if I left London in any public way, I might possibly hear of inquiries after me on the road, that I had been acquainted with before. At last I said, we would discharge all our servants, except two footmen who should travel with us to Dover, and one maid to wait on me, that had lived with me only since the retreat of Amy, and she was to go through, if she was willing; and as to the carriage of us, a coach should be hired for my husband, myself, and maid, and two horses were to be hired for the footmen, who were to return with them to London.

When the Quaker had heard when and how we intended to go, she begged, as there would be a spare seat in the coach, to accompany us as far as Dover, which we both readily consented to; no woman could be a better companion, neither was there any acquaintance that we loved better, or could show more respect to us.

The morning before we set out my husband sent for a master coachman to know the price of a handsome coach, with six able horses, to go to Dover; he inquired how many days we intended to be on the journey; my husband said he would go but very easy, and chose to be three days on the road; that they should stay there two days, and be three more returning to London, with a gentlewoman (meaning the Quaker) in it; the coachman said it would be an eight day's journey, and he would have ten guineas for it. My husband consented to pay him his demand, and he received orders to be ready at the door by seven of the clock the next morning: I was quite prepared

to go, having no person to take leave of but the Quaker, and she had desired to see us take the packet-boat at Dover, before we parted with her; and the last night of my stay in London was spent very agreeably with the Quaker and her fainily. My husband, who staid out later than usual, in taking his farewell of several merchants of his acquaintance, came home about eleven o'clock, and drank a glass or two of wine with us before we went to bed.

The next morning the whole family got up about five o'clock, and I, with my husband's consent, made each of the Quaker's daughters a present of a diamond ring, valued at 201., and a guinea a-piece to all the servants, without exception. We all breakfasted together, and at the hour appointed the coach and attendants came to the door; this drew several people about it, who were all very inquisitive to know who was going into the country, and what is never forgot on such occasions, all the beggars in the neighbourhood were prepared to give us their benedictions in hopes of an alms. When the coachman had packed up what boxes were designed for our use, we, namely, my husband, the Quaker, myself, and the waiting-maid, all got into the coach, the footmen were mounted on horses behind, and in this manner the coach, after I had given a guinea to one of the Quaker's daughters equally to divide among the beggars at the door, drove away from the house, and I took leave of my lodging in the Minories, as well as of London.

watch coming from our lodgings in the Minories! No, no, it is not London, it is some other place!" Upon which one of the gentlemen present offered to convince me that the place I saw was London, if I would go up to the top of the house, and view it from the turret. I accepted the offer, and I, my husband, and the three gentlemen, were conducted, by the master of the house, up stairs into the turret. If I was delighted be. fore with my prospect, I was now ravished, for I was elevated above the room I was in before, upwards of thirty feet. I seemed a little dizzy, for the turret being a lanthorn and giving light all ways, for some time I thought myself suspended in the air; but sitting down, and having eat a mouthful of biscuit and drank a glass of sack, I soon recovered, and then the gentleman who had undertaken to convince me that the place I was shown was really London, thus began, after having drawn aside one of the windows.

"You see, my lady," says the gentleman, "the greatest, the finest, the richest, and the most populous city in the world, at least in Europe, as I can assure your ladyship, upon my own knowledge, it deserves the character I have given it." "But this, sir, will never convince me that the place you now show me is London, though I have before heard that London deserves the character you have with so much cordiality bestowed upon it. And this I can testify, that London, in every particular you have mentioned, greatly surpasses Paris, which is allowed by all historians and travellers to be the second city in Europe."

At St George's church, Southwark, we were met by three gentlemen on horseback, who were merchants of my husband's acquaintance, and Here the gentleman, pulling out his pockethad come out on purpose to go half a day's jour-glass, desired me to look through it, which I did; ney with us, and as they kept talking to us at the and then he directed me to look full at St Paul's, coach side, we went a good pace, and were very and to make that the centre of my future obsermerry together; we stopped at the best house of|| vation, and thereupon he promised me conentertainment on Shooter's hill. viction.

Here we stopped for about an hour and drank some wine. And my husband, whose chief study was how to please and divert me, caused me to alight out of the coach. Which the gentlemen who accompanied us observing, alighted also; the waiter showed us up stairs into a large room, whose window opened to our view a fine prospect of the River Thames, which here, they say, forms one of the most beautiful meanders. It was within an hour of high water, and such a number of ships coming in under sail quite astonished as well as delighted me, insomuch that I could not help breaking out into such like expressions, "My dear, what a fine sight this is; I never saw the like before! Pray, will they get to London this tide?" At which the good-natured gentleman smiled, and said, "Yes, my dear, why there is London, and as the wind is quite fair for them, some of them will come to an anchor in about half an hour, and all within an hour."

I was so taken up with looking down the river, that, till my husband spoke, I had not once looked up the river; but when I did, and saw London, the Monument, the Cathedral Church of St Paul, and the steeples belonging to the several parish churches, I was transported into an ecstasy, and could not refrain from saying, "Sure that cannot be the place we are now just come from! it must be further off, for that looks to be scarce three miles off, and we have been three hours by my

Whilst I took my observation, I sat in a high chair, made for that purpose, with a convenience before you to hold the glass. I soon found the cathedral; and then I could not help saying, I have been several times up to the stone gallery, but not quite so often up to the iron gallery. Then I brought my eye to the monument, and was obliged to confess I knew it to be such. The gentleman then moved the glass, and desired me to look, which doing, I said, "I think I see Whitehall and St James's Park, and I see also two great buildings, like barns, but I do not know what they are." "Oh," says the gentleman, they are the Parliament house and Westminster Abbey."- They may be so," said 1; and continuing looking, I perceived the very house at Kensington which I had lived in some time; but of that I took no notice; yet I found my colour come, to think what a life of gaiety and wickedness I had lived. The gentleman, perceiving my disorder, said, "I am afraid I have tired your ladyship; I will make but one remove more easterly, and then I believe you will allow the place we see to be London.

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my shame, I seldom saw the inside of it, yet I was well acquainted with the outside, for many times my friend the Quaker and I had passed and repassed by it when we used to go in the coach to take an airing. I saw the church, or the steeple of the church, so plain, and knew it so well, that I could not help saying, with some earnestness, My dear, I see our church-the church, I mean, belonging to our neighhourhood; I am Then I saw the sure it is Aldgate church." Tower and all the shipping; and, taking my eye from the glass, I thanked the gentleman for the trouble I had given him, and said to him, that I was fully convinced that the place I saw was London, and that it was the very place we came from that morning.

When we came to Sittingbourne our servants soon brought us word that although we were at the best inn in the town, yet there was nothing in the larder fit for our dinner. The landlord came in after him and began to make excuses for his empty cupboard. He told us, withal, that if we would please to stay, he would kill a calf, a sheep, a hog, or anything we had a fancy to. We ordered him to kill a pig and some pigeons, which, with a dish of fish, a cherry pie, and We some pastry, made up a tolerable dinner. made up two pounds ten shillings, for we caused the landlord, his wife, and two daugters to dine Our with us, and help us off with our wine. landlady and her two daughters, with a glass or two given to the cook, managed two bottles of white wine. This operated so strong upon one of the young wenches, that my spouse being gone out into the yard, her tongue began to run; and, looking at me, she says to her mother-" La! mother, how much like the lady her ladyship is, (speaking of me), the young woman who lodged here the other night, and stayed here part of the next day, and then set The lady forward for Canterbury, described. is the same person, I am sure."

This greatly alarmed me, and made me very uneasy, for I concluded this young woman could be no other than my daughter, who was resolved I desired to find me out, whether I would or no. the girl to describe the young woman she mentioned, which she did, and I was convinced it I asked in what manwas my own daughter, ner she travelled, and whether she had any comI was answered that she was on foot, and pany. that she had no company; but that she always travelled from place to place in company; that her method was, when she came into any town to go to the best inns and enquire for the lady she sought; and then when she had satisfied herself that the lady, whom she called her mother, was not to be found in that town or neighbourhood, she then begged the favour of the landlady of the inn where she was to put her into such a company that she knew, that she might go safe to the next town; that this was the manner of her proceeding at her house, and she believed she had practised it ever since she set out from London; and she hoped to meet with her mother, as she called her, upon the road.

I asked my landlady whether she described our coach and equipage, but she said the young woman did not enquire concerning equipage, but only described a lady, so like your ladyship,

that I have often since I saw your ladyship took you to be the very person she was looking for.

Amidst the distractions of my mind, this afforded me some comfort, that my daughter was not in the least acquainted with the manner in which we travelled. My husband and the landlord returned, and that put an end to the dis

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I left this town with a heavy heart, fearing iny daughter would infallibly find me out at Canterbury; but, as good luck would have it, she had left that city before we came thither some time. I was very short in one thing, that I had not asked my landlady at Sittingbourne, how long But when it was since my daughter was there. I came to Canterbury I was very anxious and indefatigable in inquiring after my daughter, and I found that she had been at the inn where we then were, and had inquired for me, as I found by the description the people gave of myself.

Here I learnt my daughter had left Canterbury a week. This pleased me; and I was determined to stay in Canterbury one day, to view the cathedral, and see the antiquities of this metropolis.

As we had sixteen miles to our journey's end that night, for it was near four o'clock before we got into our coach again, the coachman drove with great speed, and at dusk in the evening we entered the west gate of the city, and put up at an inn in High-street, near St Mary Bredman's church, which generally was filled with the best of company. The anxiety of my mind, on finding myself pursued by this girl, and the fatigue of my journey, had made me much out of order, my head ached, and I had no stomach.

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This made my husband (but he knew not the real occasion of my illness,) and the Quaker very uneasy, and they did all in their power to persuade me to eat any thing I could fancy. length, the landlady of the inn, who perceived I was more disturbed in my mind than sick, advised me to eat one poached egg, drink a glass of sack, eat a toast, and go to bed, and she warranted, she said, I should be well by the morning. This was immediately done; and I must acknowledge, that the sack and toast cheered me wonderfully, and I began to take heart again; and my husband would have the coachman in after supper, on purpose to divert me and the honest Quaker, who, poor creature, seemed much more concerned at my misfortune than I was myself. I went soon to bed, but for fear I should be worse in the night, two maids of the inn were ordered to sit up in an adjoining chamber; the Quaker and my waiting-maid lay in a bed in the same room, and my husband by himself in another apartment.

While my maid was gone down on some necessary business, and likewise to get me some burnt wine, which I was to drink going to bed, or rather when I was just got into bed, the Quaker and I had the following dialogue

Quaker. The news thou heardest at Sittingbourne hath disordered thee. I am glad the young woman has been out of this place a week; she went indeed for Dover; and when she comes there and canst not find thee, she may go to Deal, and so miss of thee.

Rorana. What I most depend upon is, that as

we do not trave! by any particular name, but the general one of the baronet and his lady, and the girl hath no notion what sort of equipage we travelled with, it was not easy to make a discovery of me, unless she accidentally, in her travels, light upon you (meaning the Quaker) or upon me; either of which must unavoidably blow the secret I had so long laboured to conceal.

Quaker. As thou intendest to stay here tomorrow, to see the things which thou callest antiquities, and which are more properly named the relics of the Whore of Babylon; suppose thou wert to send Thomas, who at thy command followeth after us, to the place called Dover, to inquire whether such a young woman has been inquiring for thee. He may go out betimes in the morning, and may return by night, for it is but twelve or fourteen miles at furthest thither. Roxana.-I like thy scheme very well; and I beg the favour of you in the morning as soon as you are up, to send Tom to Dover, with such instructions as you shall think proper. After a good night's repose I was well recovered, to the great satisfaction of all that were with me.

The good-natured Quaker, always studious to serve and oblige me, got up about five o'clock in the morning, and going down into the inn yard met with Tom, gave him his instructions, and he set out for Dover before six o'clock.

As we were at the best inn in the city, so we could readily have whatever we pleased, and whatever the season afforded; but my husband, the most indulgent man that ever breathed, having observed how heartily I ate my dinner at Rochester, two days before, ordered the very same bill of fare, and of which I made a heartier meal than I did before. We were very merry, and after we had dined we went to see the townhouse, but as it was near five o'clock I left the Quaker behind me, to receive what intelligence she could get concerning my daughter, from the footman, who was expected to return from Dover at six.

We came to the inn just as it was dark, and then excusing myself to my husband, I immediately run up into my chamber, where I had appointed the Quaker to be against my return. I ran to her with eagerness, and enquired what news from Dover, by Tom, the footman.

She said, Tom had been returned two hours; that he got to Dover that morning between seven and eight, and found, at the inn he put up at, there had been an inquisitive young woman to find out a gentleman that was a Dutch merchant, and a lady who was her mother; that the young woman perfectly well described his lady, that he found that she had visited every public inn in the town; that she said she would go to Deal, and that if she did not find the lady, her mother, there, she would go by the first ship to Hague, and go from thence to Amsterdam and Rotterdam, searching all the towns through which she passes in the United Provinces.

This account pleased me very well, especially when I understood that she had been gone from Dover five days. The Quaker comforted me, and said it was lucky this busy creature had passed the road before us, otherwise she might

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easily have found means to have overtaken us, for, as she observed, the wench had such an artful way of telling her story, that she moved everybody to compassion; and she did not doubt but that if we had been before, as we were behind, she would have got those who would have assisted her with a coach, &c., to have pursued us, and they might have come up with us.

I was of the honest Quaker's sentiments. I grew pretty easy, called Tom and gave him half a guinea for his diligence; then I and the Quaker went into the parlour to my husband, and soon after supper came in, and I ate moderately, and we spent the remainder of the evening, for the clock had then told nine, very cheerfully. my Quaker was so rejoiced at my good fortune, as she called it, that she was very alert and exceeding good company, and her wit, and she had no small share of it, thought was better played

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My husband asked me how I should choose to go on board; I desired him to settle it as he pleased, telling him it was a matter of very great indifference to me, as he was to go with me. "That may be true, my dear," says he, "but I ask you for a reason or two, which I will lay before you, viz., if we hire a vessel for ourselves, we may set sail when we please, have the liberty | of every part of the ship to ourselves, and land at what port, either in Holland or France, we might make choice of. Besides," added he, "another reason I mention it to you is, that I know you do not love much company, which, in, going in the packet boat, it is almost impossible to avoid.""I own, my dear," said 1, "your reasons are very good; I have but one thing to say against them, which is, that the packet boat, by its frequent voyages, must of course be furnished with experienced seamen, who know the seas too well even to run any hazard." (At this juncture the terrible voyage I and Amy made from France to Harwich came so strong in my mind, that I trembled so as to be taken notice of by my husband.) "Besides," added I, “the landlord may send the master of one of them to you, and I think it may be best to hire the state cabin, as they call it, to ourselves, by which method we shall avoid company, without we have an inclination to associate ourselves with such | passengers we may happen to like; and the expense will be much cheaper than hiring a vessel to go the voyage with us alone, and every whit as safe."

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The Quaker, who had seriously listened to our discourse, gave it in as her opinion that the method I had proposed was by far the safest, quickest, and cheapest. Not," said she, I think thou wouldest be against any necessary expense, though I am certain thou wouldest not fling thy money away.'

Soon after, my husband ordered the landlord to send for one of the masters of the packet boats, of whom he hired the great cabin, and agreed to sail from thence the next day if the I wind and the tide answered.

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cation," continued he is but very middling, being taken from school before I had well learnt to read, write, and cast accounts; and as to my parentage, I cannot well give you any acAfter dinner, we entered into another dis- count of them; all that I know is that my father course, which was, the hiring of servants to go was a brewer, and by his extravagance ran out a with us from Dover to Paris; a thing frequently handsome fortune, and afterwards left my poor done by travellers; and such are to be met with mother almost pennyless, with five small children, at every stage inn. Our footmen set out this of which I was the second, though not above five morning on their return to London, and the years old. My mother knew not what to do Quaker and coach was to go the next day. My with us, so she sent a poor girl, our maid, whose new chambermaid, whose name was Isabel, was name I have forgot this many years, with us all to go through the journey, on condition of doing to a relation's, and there left us; and I never no other business than waiting on me. In a saw or heard of or from them any more indeed while we partly concluded to let the hiring of I enquired among the neighbours, and all that I men servants alone till we came to Calais, for could learn was, that my mother's goods were they could be of no use to us on board a ship, seized, that she was obliged to apply to the pathe sailor's or cabin boy's place being to attend rish for relief, and died of grief soon after. the cabin passengers as well as his master. my part," says he, "I was put into the hands of my father's sister, where, by her cruel usage, I was forced to run away at nine years of age; and the numerous scenes of life I have since gone through are more than would fill a small volume. Pray, sir," added he, "let it satisfy you that I am thoroughly honest, and should be glad to serve you at any rate; and although I cannot possibly get a good character from anybody at present, yet I defy the whole world to give me an ill one, cither in public or private life."

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To divert ourselves, we took a walk after we had dined, round about the town, and coming to the garrison, and being somewhat thirsty, all went into the suttler's for a glass of wine. A pint was called for, and brought; but the man of the house came in with it raving like a madman, saying "Do not you think you are a villain, to ask for a pot of ale, when I know you have spent all your money, and are ignorant of the means of getting more, without you hear of a place, which I look upon to be very unlikely." ""Do not be in such a passion, landlord," said my husband. Pray what is the matter? ”—“ Ó, nothing, sir,” says he; "but a young fellow in the suttling room, whom I find to have been a gentleman's servant, wants a place; and having spent all his money would willingly run up a score with me, knowing I must get him a master, if ever I intend to have my money.". Pray, sir," said my husband, "send the young fellow to me, if I like him and can agree with him, it is possible I may take him into my service." The landlord took care we should not speak to him twice, he went and fetched him in himself; and my husband examined him before he spoke, as to his size, mien, and garb. The young man was clean dressed, of a middling stature, a dark complexion, and about twenty-seven years old.

"I hear, young man," says he to him, "that you want a place; it may, perhaps, be in my power to serve you; let me know at once what education you have had, if you have any family belonging to you, or if you are fit for a gentleman's service, can bring any person of reputation to your character, and are willing to go and live in Holland with me, we will not differ about your wages."

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If I had had the eyes of Argus I should have seen with them all on this occasion; I knew that this was my son, and one that, among all my enquiry, I could never get any account of. The Quaker seeing my colour come and go, and also tremble, said, "I verily believe thou art not well, I hope this Kentish air, which was always reckoned aguish, does not hurt thee."-"I am taken very sick of a sudden," said I; "so pray let me go to our inn, that I may go to my chamber." Isabel being called in, she and the Quaker attended me there, leaving the young fellow with my spouse. When I was got into my chamber, I was seized with such a grief as I had never known before, and flinging myself down upon the bed, burst into a flood of tears, and soon after fainted away.

Soon after I came a little to myself, and the Quaker begged of me to tell her what was the cause of my sudden indisposition. "Nothing at all," says I," as I know of; but a sudden chillness seized my blood, and that, joined to a fainting of the spirits, made me ready to sink."

Presently after, my husband came to see how I did, and finding me somewhat better, he told me that he had a mind to hire the young man I had left him with, for he believed he was honest, and fit for our service. "My dear," says I, “I The young fellow made a respectful bow to did not mind him. I would desire you to be each of us, and addressed himself to my hus- cautious who we pick up on the road; but as I band as follows:-" Sir," said he, "in me you have the satisfaction of hiring my maids, I shall behold the eldest child of misfortune. I am never trouble myself with the men servants, that but young, as you may see, I have no comers is wholly your province. However," added I, after me, and having lived with several gentle- (for I was very certain he was my son, and was man, some of whom are on their travels, others resolved to have him in my service, though it settled in divers parts of the world, besides what was my interest to keep my husband off, in order are dead, makes me unable to produce a cha- to bring him on,) "if you like the fellow, I am racter without a week's notice to write to Lon- not averse to your hiring one servant in Engdon, and I should not doubt but by the return land: we are not obliged to trust him with much, of the post, to let you see some letters as would before we see his conduct; and if he does not satisfy you in any doubts about me. My edu-prove as you may expect, you may turn him off

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