taking notice of my invitation, as to ask his pardon almost for the usage I gave him at Rotterdam, and stooped so low as to expostulate with him for not taking notice of my inviting him to come to me again, as I had done; and which was still more, went so far as to make a second sort of an offer to him, telling him almost in plain words that if he would come over now I would have him, but he never gave me the least reply to it at all, which was as absolutely a denial to me as he was ever able to give, so I sat down, I cannot say contented, but vexed heartily that I had made the offer at all, for he had, as I may say, his full revenge of me in scorning to answer, and to let me twice ask that of him, which he with so much importunity begged of me before. I was now up again, and soon came to my city lodging in the Pall Mall, and here I began to make a figure suitable to my estate, which was very great; and I shall give you an account of my equipage in a few words, and of myself too. and good estates, but who living to the extent of them, were always needy and necessitous, and wanted a sum of money to make themselves easy, as they call it, that is to say, to pay off incumbrances, sisters' portions, and the like; and then the woman is prisoner for life, and may live as they please to give her leave. This life I had seen into clearly enough, and therefore I was not to be catched that way. However, as I said, the reputation of my money brought several of those sort of gentry about me, and they found means, by one stratagem or other, to get access to my ladyship; but in short, I answered them all well enough, that I lived single and was happy; that as I had no occasion to change my condition for an estate, so I did not see, that by the best offer that any of them could make me, I could mend my fortune; that I might be honoured with titles indeed, and in time rank on public occasion with the peeresses (I mention that, because one that offered at me was the eldest son I paid 60. a year rent for my new apartments, of a peer), but that I was as well without the for I took them by the year, but then they were title as long as I had the estate, and while I had handsome lodgings indeed, and very richly fur- || 2,000l. a year of my own, I was happier than I nished. I kept my own servants to clean and could be in being a prisoner of state to a noble. look after them, found my own kitchenware and man, for I took the ladies of that rank to be little firing. My equipage was handsome but not very better. large; I had a coach, a coachman, a footman, my woman Amy, whom I now dressed like a gentlewoman, and made her my companion, and three maids, end thus I lived for a time. I dressed to the height of every mode, went extremely rich in clothes, and as for jewels, I wanted none. I gave a very good livery, laced with silver, and as rich as anybody below the nobility could be seen with; and thus I appeared, leaving the world to guess who or what I was, without offering to put myself forward. I walked sometimes in the Mall with my woman Amy, but I kept no company, and made no acquaintances, only made as gay a show as I was able to do, and that upon all occasions. I found, however, the world was not altogether so unconcerned about me as I seemed to be about them; and first I understood that the neighbours began to be mighty inquisitive about me, as who I was? and what my circumstances were? As I have mentioned Sir Robert Clayton, with whom I had the good fortune to become acquainted, on account of the mortgage which be helped me to, it is necessary to take notice, that I had much advantage in my ordinary affairs by his advice, and therefore I called it my good for tune; for as he paid me so considerable an annual income as 700l. a year, so I am to acknowledge myself much a debtor, not only to the justice of his dealings with me, but to the prudence and conduct which he guided me to, by his advice, for the management of my estate; and as he found I was not inclined to marry, he frequently took occasion to hint how soon I might raise my fortune to a prodigious height, if I would but order my family economy so far within my revenue as to lay up every year something to add to the capital. I was convinced of the truth of what he said, and agreed to the advantages of it. You are to take it as you go, that Sir Robert supposed by my own discourse, and especially by my woman Amy, that I had 2,000, a year income. He Amy was the only the person that could answer their curiosity, or give any account of me, and she, a tattling woman and a true gossip, took|| care to do that with all the art that she was mis-judged, as he said, by my way of living, that tress of. She let them know that I was the widow of a person of quality in France, that I was very|| rich, that I came over hither to took after an estate that fell to me by some of my relations who died here, that I was worth 40,000l. all in my own hands, and the like. This was all wrong in Amy, and in me too, though we did not see it at first, for this recommended me indeed to those sort of gentlemen they call fortune-hunters, and who always besieged ladies, as they call it, on purpose to take them prisoners, as I called it, that is to say, to marry the women, and have the spending of their money. But if I was wrong in refusing the honourable proposals of the Dutch merchant, who offered me the disposal of my whole estate, and had as much of his own to maintain me with; I was right now in refusing those offers which came generally from gentlemen of good families could not spend above one thousand; and so, be added, I might prudently lay by 1,000 every year to add to the capital; and by adding every year the additional interest or income of the money to the capital, he proved to me, that in ten years I should double the 1,000l. per annum that I laid by; and he drew me out a table, a he called it, of the increase for me to judge by: and by which, he said, if the gentlemen of Eng land would but act so, every family of them would increase their fortunes to a great degree, just as merchants do by trade; "whereas now, s Sir Robert, "by the humour of living up to the extent of their fortunes, and rather beyond, the gentlemen," says he, "ay, and the nobility to are almost all of them borrowers, and all in necessitous circumstances." As Sir Robert frequently visited me, and (if may say so from his own mouth) very THE FORTUNATE MISTRESS. leased with my way of conversing with him, for he knew nothing, nor so much as guessed at what I had been; I say, as he came often to see me, so he always entertained me with this scheme of frugality; and one time he brought another paper, wherein he showed me much to the same purpose as the former, to what degree I should increase my estate if I would come into this method of contracting my expenses; and by this scheme of his, it appeared, that laying up a thousand pounds a year, and every year adding the interest to it, I should in twelve years' time have in bank one and twenty thousand and fiftyeight pounds, after which I might lay up two thousand pounds a year. I objected that I was a young woman, that I had been used to live plentifully, and with a good appearance, and that I knew not how to be a Ay, sir," says I, "you are contriving how to make me a rich old woman, but that won't answer my end, I had rather have 20,000l. now than 60,000l. when I am fifty years old." 66 "Then, madam," says he, "I suppose your honour has no children?" "None, Sir Robert," said I, "but what are provided for;" so I left him in the dark as much as I found him. However, I considered his scheme very well, though I said no more to him at that time, and I resolved, though I would make a very good figure, I say, I resolved to abate a little of my expense, and draw in, live closer; and save something, if not so much as he proposed to me. It was near the end of the year that Sir Robert made this proposal to me, and when the year was up, I went to his house in the city, and there I told him I came to thank him for his cheme of frugality; that I had been studying much upon it, and though I had not been able to mortify myself so much as to lay up a thousand pounds a-year, yet, as I had not come to him for my interest half-yearly as was usual, I was now come to let him to know that I had resolved to lay up that seven hundred pounds a year, and never use a penny of it, desiring him to help me to put it out to advantage. Sir Robert, a man thoroughly versed in arts of improving money, but thoroughly honest, said to me, “Madam, I am glad you approve of the method that I proposed to you; but you have begun wrong, you should have come for your interest at the half year, and then you had had the money to put out; now you have lost half a year's interest of 3591. which is 9." for I had but 5 per cent. on the mortgage. "Well, well, sir," says I, "can you put this out for me now?" "Let it lie, madam," says he, "till the next year, and then I'll put out your 1,400l. together, and in the meantime I'll pay you interest for the 7001." So he gave me his bill for the money which he told me should be no less than 61. per cent. Sir Robert Clayton's bill was what nobody would refuse, so I thanked him and let it lie; and next year I did the same, and the third year Sir Ro 55 bert got me a good mortgage for 2,2001. at 6l. But I return to my history. As I have said, one, But Sir Rooert knew nothing of my design; that I aimed at being a kept mistress, and to have a handsome maintenance; and that I was still for getting money, and laying it up too, as much as he could desire me, only by a worse way. However, Sir Robert came to me seriously one day, and told me he had an offer of matrimony to make to me that was beyond all that he had heard had offered themselves, and this was a Sir Robert and I agreed exactly in merchant. our notions of a merchant. Sir Robert said, and I found it to be true, that a true-bred merchant is the best gentleman in the nation; that in knowledge, in manners, in judgment of things, the merchant out-did many of the nobility; that having once mastered the world, and being above the demand of business, though no real estate, they were then superior to most gentlemen, even in estate; that a merchant in flush business, and a capital stock, is able to spend more money than a gentleman of 5,000l. a-year estate; that while a merchant spent, he only spent what he got, and not that; and that he laid up great sums every year. That an estate is a pond; but that a trade is a spring; that if the first is once mortgaged, it seldom gets clear, but embarrassed the person for ever; but the merchant had his estate continually flowing, and upon this he named me merchants who lived in more real splendour, and spent more money than most of the noblemen in England could singly expend, and that they still grew immensely rich. He went on to tell me that even the tradesmen in London, speaking of the better sorts of trades, could spend more money in their families, and give better fortunes to their children, than, generally speaking, the gentry of England from 1,000l. a-year downward could do, and vet grow rich too. The upshot of all this was to recommend to me rather the bestowing my fortune upon some eminent merchant, who lived already in the first figure of a merchant, and who, not being in want or scarcity of money, but having a flourishing business and a flowing cash, would at the first word settle all my fortune on myself and children, and maintain me like a queen. This was certainly right; and had I taken his advice I had really been happy; but my heart was bent upon an independency of fortune, and I told him I knew no state of matrimony but what was, at best, a state of inferiority, if not of bondage; that I had no notion of it; that I lived a life of absolute liberty now, was free as I was born, and, having a plentiful fortune, I did not understand what coherence the words honour and obey had with the liberty of a free woman; that I knew no reason the men had to engross the whole liberty of the race, and make the women, notwithstanding any disparity of fortune, be subject to the laws of marriage, of their own making; that it was my misfortune to be a woman, but I was resolved it should not be made worse by the sex; and, seeing liberty seemed to be the men's property, I would be a man woman, for, as I was born free, I would die so. than it was, that a woman that had anything agreeable in her appearance could never want followers. I soon found myself thronged with admirers, and I received visits from some persons of very great figure, who always introduced themselves by the help of an old lady or two, who were now become my intimates; and one of them, I under. stood afterwards, was set to work on purpose to get into my favour, in order to introduce what followed. The conversation we had was generally courtly, but civil: at length some gentlemen proposed to play, and made what they called a party. This, it seems, was a contrivance of one of my female hangers-on, for, as I said, I had two of them, Sir Robert smiled, and told me I talked a kind who thought this was the way to introduce peoof Amazonian language; that he found few wo-ple as often as she pleased; and so indeed it was. men of my mind, or that, if they were, they wanted resolution to go on with it; that notwithstanding all my notions, which he could not but say had once some weight in them, yet he understood I had broke in upon them, and had been married. I answered I had so; but he did not hear me say that I had any encouragement from what was past to make a second venture; that I was got well out of the toil, and if I came in again I should have nobody to blame but myself. Sir Robert laughed heartily at me, but gave over offering any more arguments, only telling me he had pointed me out for some of the best merchants in London, but since I forbade him he would give me no disturbance of that kind; he applauded my way of managing my money, and told me I should soon be monstrous rich; but he neither knew nor mistrusted that, with all this wealth, I was yet a whore, and was not averse to adding to my estate at the further expense of my virtue. But to go on with my story as to my way of living. I found, as above, that my living as I did would not answer; that it only brought the fortune-hunters and bites about me, as I have said before, to make a prey of me and my money; and in short, I was harassed with lovers, beaux, and fops of quality in abundance, but it would not do. I aimed at other things, and was possessed with so vain an opinion of my own beauty, that nothing less than the king himself was in my eye; and this vanity was raised by some words let fall by a person I conversed with, who was, perhaps, likely enough to have brought such a thing to pass, had it been sooner: but that game began to be pretty well over at court. However, the having mentioned such a thing, it seems a little too publicly, it brought abundance of people about me, upon a wicked account too. And now I began to act in a new sphere. The court was exceeding gay and fine, though fuller of men than of women, the queen not affecting to be very much in public. On the other hand, it is no slander upon the courtiers to say, they were as wicked as anybody in reason could desire them. The king had several mistresses, who were prodigious fine, and there was a glorious show on that side indeed. If the sovereign gave himself aloose, it could not be expected the rest of the court should be all saints; so far was it from that, though I would not make it worse They played high and stayed late, but begged my pardon, only asked leave to make an appointment for the next night. I was as gay and as well pleased as any of them, and one night told one of the gentleman, my Lord, that seeing they were doing me the honour of diverting themselves at my apartment, and desired to be there sometimes, I did not keep a gaming table, but I would give them a little ball the next day, if they pleased, which they accepted very willingly. Accordingly, in the evening, the gentlemen began to come, where I let them see that I understood very well what such things meant. I had a large dining room in my aparments, with five other rooms on the same floor, all which I made drawing-rooms for the occasion, having all the beds taken down for the day. In three of these I had tables placed covered with wine and sweetmeats, the fourth had a green table for play, and the fifth was my own room, where I sat, and where I received all the company that came to pay their compliments to me. I was dressed, you may be sure, to all the advantage possible, and had all the jewels on that I was mistress of. My Lord -, to whom I made the invitation, sent me a set of fine music from the playhouse, and the ladies danced, and we began to be very merry, when, about elven o'clock, I had notice given me that there were some gentlemen coming in masquerade. I seemed a little surprised, and began to apprehend some disturbance, when, my Lord. perceiving it, spoke to me to be easy, for that there was a party of the guards at the door, which should be ready to prevent any rudeness; and another gentleman gave me a hint, as if the king was among the masks. I coloured as red as blood itself could make-a face look, and expressed a great surprise; however, there was no going back, so I kept my station in my drawing-room, but with the folding doors wide open. A while after, the masks came in, and began with a dance a la comique, performing wonderfully indeed. While they were dancing I withdrew, and left a lady to answer for me that I would return immediately. In less than half an hour I returned, dressed in the habit of a Turkish princess; the habit I got at Leghorn, when my foreign prince brought me a Turkish slave, as have said. The Maltese man of war had, it seems, taken a Turkish vessel going from Con stantinople to Alexandria, in which were some ladies bound for Grand Cairo in Egypt; and as the ladies were made slaves, so their fine clothes were thus exposed; and with this Turkish slave I bought the rich clothes too. The dress was extra-ing my woman to me, gave her some directions to ordinary fine indeed: I had bought it as a curiosity, having never seen the like. The robe was a fine Persian or Indian damask, the ground white, and the flowers blue and gold, and the train held five yards. The dress under it was a vest of the same, embroidered with gold, and set with some pearl in the work, and some Turquois To the vest was a girdle five or six inches wide, after the Turkish mode; and on both ends where it joined, or hooked, was set with diamonds, four eight inches either way, only they were not true diamonds, but nobody knew that but myself. stones. to the rest of the masks. When he left me at iny drawing-room door I did not go in, as he thought I would have done, but turned about, and showed myself to the whole room, and callthe music, by which the company presently understood that I would give them a dance by my. self. Immediately all the house rose up, and paid me a kind of compliment, by removing back every way to make me room, for the place was exceeding full. The music did not at first hit the tune that I directed which was a French tune, so I was forced to send my woman to them again, standing all this while at my drawing-room door; but as soon as my woman spoke to them again they played it right, and I, to let them see it was so, stepped forward to the middle of the room. Then they began it again, and I danced by myself a figure which I learnt in France, when the Prince de desired I would dance for his diversion. It was indeed, a very fine figure, invented by a famous master at Paris, for a lady or a gentleman to dance single; but being perThis habit, as above, cost me about sixty pis-fectly new it pleased the company exceedingly, toles in Italy, but cost much more in the country from whence it came: and little did I think, when I bought it, that I should put it to such a use as this, though I had dressed myself in it many times by the help of my little Turk, and afterwards between Amy and I, only to see how I looked in it. I had sent her up before to get it ready, and when I came up, I had nothing to do but to slip it on, and was down in my drawing-room in a little more than a quarter of an hour. When I came there, the room was full of company, but I ordered the folding doors to be shut for a minute or two, till I had received the compliments of the ladies that were in the room, and had given them a full view of my dress. The turban or head-dress had a pinnacle on the top, but not above five inches, with a piece of loose sarsenet hanging from it; and on the front, just over the forehead, was a good jewel, which I had added to it. But my Lord who happened to be in the room, slipped out at another door, and brought back with him one of the masks, a tall wellshaped person, but who had no name, being all masked, nor would it have been allowed to ask any person's name on such an occasion. The person spoke in French to me, that it was the finest dress he had ever seen; and asked me if he should have the honour to dance with me? I bowed, as giving my consent, but said, as I had been a Mahometan, I could not dance after the manner of this country; I supposed their music would not play à la Moresque. He answered merrily, I had a Christian's face, and he'd venture it that could dance like a Christian; adding, that so much beauty could not be Mahometan. Immediately the folding doors were flung open, and he led me into the room. The company were under the greatest surprise imaginable; the very music stopped awhile to gaze, for the dress was indeed exceedingly surprising, perfectly new, very agreeable, and wonderful rich. The gentleman, whoever he was, for I never knew, led me only a courant, and then asked me, if I had a mind to dance an antic, that is to say, whether I would dance the antic as they had danced in masquerade, or anything by myself. I told him anything else rather, if he pleased; so we danced only two French dances, and he ed me to the drawing-room door when he retired and they all thought it had been Turkish; nay, one gentleman had the folly to expose himself so much as to say, and I think swore too, that he had seen it danced at Constantinople, which was ridiculous enough. ," with an At the finishing the dance the company clapped, and almost shouted; and one of the gentlemen cried out, " Roxana ! Roxana ! by oath; upon which foolish accident I had the name of Roxana presently fixed upon me all over the court end of the town, as effectually as if I had been christened Roxana. I had it seems the felicity of pleasing everybody that night to an extreme; and my ball, but especially my dress, was the chat of the town for that week, and so the name Roxana was the toast at and about the court, no other health was to be named with it. Now things began to work as I would have them, and I began to be very popular, as much as I could desire. The ball held till (as well as I was pleased with the show) I was sick of the night; the gentlemen masked went off about three o'clock in the morning, the other gentlemen sat down to play; the music held it out; and some of the ladies were dancing at six in the morning. But I was mighty eager to know who it was that danced with me; some of the lords went so far as to tell me, I was very much honoured in my company; one of them spoke so broad as almost to say it was the king, but I was convinced afterwards it was not; and another replied, if he had been his majesty, he should have thought it no dishonour to lead up a Roxana, but to this hour I never knew positively who it was; and by his behaviour I thought he was too young, his majesty being at that time in an age that might be discovered from a young person, even in his dancing. Be that as it would, I had five hundred guineas sent me the next morning, and the messenger was ordered to tell me that the persons who sent it desired a ball again at my lodgings on the next Tuesday, but that they would have leave to give the entertainment themselves. I was mighty well pleased with this (to be sure) but very in quisitive to know who the money came from, but the messenger was silent as death, as to that point; and bowing always at my inquiries, begged me to ask no questions which he could not give an obliging answer to. I forgot to mention that the gentleman that played gave an hundred guineas to the box as they called it, and at the end of their play, they asked for my gentlewoman of the bedchamber, as they called her (Mrs Amy, forsooth) and gave it her, and gave twenty guineas more among the ser vants. This magnificent doings equally both pleased and surprised me, and I hardly knew where I was; but especially that notion of the king being the person that danced with me, puffed me up to that degree, that I not only did not know any. body else, but indeed was very far from knowing nyself. I had now the next Tuesday to provide for the like company; but alas! it was all taken out of my hand: three gentlemen, who yet were it seems but servants, came on the Saturday, and bringing sufficient testimonies that they were right, for one was the same who brought the five hundred guineas; I say, three of them came, and brought bottles of all sorts of wines, and hampers of sweetmeats to such a quantity, it appeared they designed to hold the trade on inore than once, and that they would furnish everything to a profusion. However, as I found a deficiency in two things, I made provision of about twelve dozen of fine damask napkins, with tablecloths of the same, sufficient to cover all the tables, with three tablecloths upon every table, and sideboards in proportion; I also bought a handsome quantity of plate, necessary to have served all the sideboards, but the gentlemen would not suffer any of it to be used, telling me they had bought fine China dishes and plates for the whole service, and that in such public places they could not be answerable for the plate; so it was all set up in a large glass cupboard in the room I sat in, where it made a very good show indeed. On Tuesday there came such an appearance of gentlemen and ladies that my apartments were by no means able to receive them; and those who in particular appeared as principals, gave order below to let no more company come up. The street was full of coaches with coronets, and fine glass chairs; and, in short, it was impossible to receive the company. I kept my little room as before, and the dancers filled the great room; all the drawing-rooms also were filled, and three rooms below stairs, which were not mine. It was very well that there was a strong party of the guards brought to keep the door, for without that there had been such a promiscuous crowd, and some of them scandalous too, that we should have been all disorder and confusion; but the three head servants managed all that, and had a word to admit all the company by. It was uncertain to me, and is to this day, who it was that danced with me the Wednesday before, when the ball was my own; but that the K- was at this assembly was out of the question with me, by circumstances that I suppose I could not be deceived in; and particularly, that there were five persons who were not masked, three of them had blue garters, and they appeared not to me till I came out to dance. This meeting was managed just as the first, though with much more magnificence, because of the company. I placed myself (exceedingly rich in clothes and jewels) in the middle of my little room, as before, and made my compliment to all the company as they passed me, as I did before; but my Lord -, who had spoken openly to me the first night, came to me, and unmasking told me the company had ordered him to tell me they hoped they should see me in the dress I had appeared in the first day, which had been so acceptable that it had been the occasion of this new meeting; "And, madam," says he, "there are some in this assembly, who it is worth your while to oblige." I bowed to my Lord, and immediately withdrew. While I was above, a-dressing in my new habit, two ladies, perfectly unknown to me, were conveyed into my apartment below, by the order of a noble person who, with his whole family, had been in Persia; and here indeed I thought I should have been outdone, or perhaps baulked. One of these ladies was dressed most exquisitely fine indeed, in the habit of a virgin lady of quality of Georgia, and the other in the same habit of Armenia, with each of them a woman slave to attend them. The ladies had their petticoats short to their ancles, but pleated all round, and before them short aprons, but of the finest point that could be seen, their gowns were made with long antic sleeves hanging down behind, and a train let down; they had no jewels, but their heads and breasts were dressed up with flowers, and they both came in veiled. Their slaves were bare-headed, but their lon black hair was braided in locks hanging down be hind to their waists, and tied up with ribbons. They were dressed exceedingly rich, and were as beautiful as their mistresses; for none of them had any masks on. They waited in my room till I came down, and all paid their respects to me after the Persian manner, and sat down on a safra, that is to say, almost cross-legged on a couch made up of cushions laid on the ground. This was admirably fine, and I was indeed startled at it. They made their compliment to me in French, and I replied in the same language. When the doors were opened they walked into the dancing-room, and danced such a dance as indeed nobody there had ever seen, and to an instrument like a guitar, with a small low-sounding trumpet, which indeed was very fine, and which my Lord had provided. They danced three times all alone, for nobody indeed could dance with them. The novelty pleased, truly, but yet there was something wild and Bizarre in it, because they really acted to the life the barbarous country whence they came; but as mine had the French behaviour under the Mahometan dress, it was every way as new, and pleased much better indeed. So soon as they had shown their Georgian and Armenian shapes, and danced, as I have said, three times, they withdrew, paid their compli ment to me (for I was queen of the day), and went off to undress. |