She could not weep, and she could not pray, But she wasted and withered from day to day, Till you might have counted each sunken vein, When her wrist was prest by the iron chain; And sometimes I thought her large dark eye Had the glisten of red insanity.
She called me once to her sleeping-place, A strange, wild look was upon her face, Her eye flashed over her cheek so white, Like a gravestone seen in the pale moonlight, And she spoke in a low, unearthly tone, The sound from mine ear hath never gone!— "I had last night the loveliest dream: My own land shone in the summer beam, I saw the fields of the golden grain,
I heard the reaper's harvest strain;
There stood on the hills the green pine-tree, And the thrush and the lark sang merrily.
A long and a weary way I had come;
No more; and, by a sleep, to say we end The heart-ache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, - 't is a consummation Devoutly to be wished. To die, -to sleep; To sleep! perchance to dream:-ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of déspised love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death, -- That undiscovered country, from whose bourn
But I stopped, methought, by mine own sweet No traveler returns, — puzzles the will, home.
I stood by the hearth, and my father sat there, With pale, thin face, and snow-white hair! The Bible lay open upon his knee, But he closed the book to welcome me. He led me next where my mother lay, And together we knelt by her grave to pray, And heard a hymn it was heaven to hear, For it echoed one to my young days dear. This dream has waked feelings long, long since fled, And hopes which I deemed in my heart were dead! We have not spoken, but still I have hung On the Northern accents that dwell on thy tongue. To me they are music, to me they recall The things long hidden by Memory's pall! Take this long curl of yellow hair,
And give it my father, and tell him my prayer, My dying prayer, was for him."
And makes us rather bear those ills we have, Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.
"SHE is dead!" they said to him. "Come away; Kiss her and leave her, thy love is clay !"
They smoothed her tresses of dark brown hair; On her forehead of stone they laid it fair ;
Over her eyes, which gazed too much, They drew the lids with a gentle touch; With a tender touch they closed up well The sweet, thin lips that had secrets to tell;
About her brows and beautiful face They tied her veil and her marriage-lace,
And drew on her white feet the white silk shoes, Which were the whitest no eye could choose !
And over her bosom they crossed her hands, "Come away," they said, "God understands!"
But there was a silence, and nothing there But silence, and scents of eglantere,
"I would say, though the angel of death had The gift of another, perhaps a brother,
His sword on my lips to keep it unsaid.
Or lover, who knows? him her heart chose,
Or was she heart-free?
Some one or other, perhaps a fond mother,
They called him dull, but he had eyes of quick
For everybody that he could befriend; Said one and all, "How kind he is in sickness,"
But there, of course, his goodness had an end. Another praise there was might have been given, For one or more days out of every seven
With his old pickax swung across his shoulder, And downcast eyes, and slow and sober tread- He sought the place of graves, and each beholder Wondered and asked some other who was dead; But when he digged all day, nobody thought That he had done a whit more than he ought.
At length, one winter when the sunbeams slanted Faintly and cold across the churchyard snow, The bell tolled out, - alas! a grave was wanted, And all looked anxiously for Uncle Jo ; His spade stood there against his own roof-tree, There was his pickax too, but where was he?
They called and called again, but no replying; Smooth at the window, and about the door,
May recognize these when her child's clothes she The snow in cold and heavy drifts was lying, —
He did not need the daylight any more. One shook him roughly, and another said, "As true as preaching, Uncle Jo is dead!"
And when they wrapped him in the linen, fairer And finer, too, than he had worn till then, They found a picture, - haply of the sharer
Of sunny hope some time, or where or when, They did not care to know, but closed his eyes And placed it in the coffin where he lies!
THE face which, duly as the sun, Rose up for me with life begun, To mark all bright hours of the day With hourly love, is dimmed away, And yet my days go on, go on.
The tongue which, like a stream, could run Smooth music from the roughest stone, And every morning with "Good day" Make each day good, is hushed away, And yet my days go on, go on.
The heart which, like a staff, was one For mine to lean and rest upon, The strongest on the longest day With steadfast love, is caught away, And yet my days go on, go on. And cold before my summer's done, And deaf in Nature's general tune, And fallen too low for special fear, And here, with hope no longer here, While the tears drop, my days go on.
From gracious Nature have I won Such liberal bounty? may I run So, lizard-like, within her side, And there be safe, who now am tried By days that painfully go on?
- A Voice reproves me thereupon, More sweet than Nature's when the drone Of bees is sweetest, and more deep Than when the rivers overleap The shuddering pines, and thunder on. God's Voice, not Nature's. Night and noon He sits upon the great white throne And listens for the creatures' praise. What babble we of days and days? The Day-spring he, whose days go on.
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